#and liek YES IVE BEEN SAYING THIS
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can i say something-
no one ever talks about taylor swift´s lasting legacy being the merging and popularization of the modern-day popstar/songwriter.
music being diaristic has always been true but the concept of a POPSTAR, POP music, being used as an intimate one to one. She built that bridge in 2006 and never looked backed
#I jsut saw a tweet about how taylor´s pop success and songwriter brand is a huge reason why nowadays#people are quick to call pop inauthentic. Like its fine to not write your own songs but somewhow#its now quickly labeled as inauthentic and fake#when thats not how it worked before#I mean you had the POPSTARS rmebered as THEE performers of all time#and then THEE songwriters rememebered as mdoern day poets#she´s branded herself as both and its had its impact on how the gp talks about music#and liek YES IVE BEEN SAYING THIS#her legacy as a performer and musician is a given#but if people remember her for anything#it´ll be her diaristic intimate soul-bearing songwriting to a catchy tune#obviously theres a different convo here about how good her pen actually is BUT#its the unprompted honesty that makes it stick
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finally back in my darling wales & i have never been happier - ive pigeons on my windowsill & sparrows popping by & im at peace
#stream#bc i finally feel safe#im home#W MY THINGS#IN SOMEWHERE I KNOW#W NOT HORRIBLE PPL#i mean some yes but still they grow on me like yes that is random asshole no3 but he has a dog w a lot of personality so he’s cool#like this city is so small despite being … rhe biggest comparatively but still#im not even ‘at peace’ ive been up for like 30+hrs at this point & im still angry#i need to order food & im talking w my parents on how we’re going to sort out this phone & theyre doing this ALL WHILE WITHOUT power#im honestly just such a piece of shit i hate that im. such a problem#LIKE THIS YEAR HAS BEEN FUCKING TRASH#THIS MONTH ????? 2 MONTHS ?????????#absolutely horrible#cant believe im saying this but i miss the syphilis#at least i was taking so many fucking trammys i was just coasting#& now im like#continually talking myself down from snorting all the meth & coke & od’ing again ASKLJALDJKAKSJDLAJSDALSKJDLKAJSLDj#liek i know i cant keep doing this much ket like my bladder was alrdy feisty & this wont help#anyway#i just#wherer the smack plugs oh my god
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Really trying to get better at buying things on sale and with coupons but I have almost zero idea how much these things cost when compared to other things and I just can not retain this knowledge no matter how hard I try rip
#like i can compare when theyre shelved next to each other in the store but after that nothing#even people commenting about prices of things in convo i cant tell if theyre saying its a good or bad price rip#why cant i just trust that a coupon or sale is gonna net me the best deal and go on from there#liek obvs i know a lot of place raise prices before sales but im talking like every day items where thats harder (? i think) to do that reg#the only prices ive somewhat retained are things i regularly buy by themselves which isnt actually much#like i know water bottles at cons or other Events are $3 and at little craft shows or city festivals theyre like $1 but i dont know much#between and then redbull at gas stations is like 2.75#and i sorta know the price for the little toys i buy but even then theres so many now and they used to be like $5 so even though i know#theyre more i still get a bit of a surprise sometimes when i blindly grab them#and yes i know this makes me sound snotty and privileged and that i am/have been very privileged to not Have to know this info#dont mind me#tag rambles
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godspeed to anyone making polls with a gk character in them. me and my mutuals will fucking GET you
#admittedly i havent been surveying average response to a lot of different polls but from what ive seen. we are going hard advocating#for our guys. there was ONE person saying vote barney and liek 12 koito enjoyers. 3 will advocates and also liek 12 usamiheads. YES. KILL#they didnt evn win tho cuz ppl were just picking characters they vaguely recognize. hell#og post
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i wanna have sex on a water bed
#it just seems liek itd be fun you know#would we sink into it and get stuck ?#maybe we'd break it lol#ive never been on a waterbed before#i wanna try it#if a guy wanted to have sex with me and he had a water bed id say yes just to get to use tha water bed lol#but id kick him off it wen we were done so i could roll around :o)#my own words
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INTRO POST YAAAA IVE BEEN THINKING ABT DOINH THIS 4 A WHILE SO THAT YALL GET TO KNOW MEEEE SOOOO HERE IT IS!11!!1!!
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ELLIEZST // RATGARBAGE67 !!!!!!!!
im ratgarbage67 , i mostly go by the preferred name , Ellie , my irl name is Evelyn btw I don’t mind anyone referring me to my real name , I also have nicknames too [Crimson , Linnea , ashy , evie , fiore or jake yes ik I have alot 😭]
my bday is Feb 25 + im 14 , bigender aroace + pan and I use they/it pronouns , any is okay!! but plz prevent using xe pronouns on me plz my toxic ex partner made fun of me for having em once so I no longer use them no more
I listen to…
pengosolvent , goreshit , jack stauber , Alex g , Team mekano , lapfox trax , mitski , kikuo , vacations , maretu , system of a down , tv girl
My current interests!!!
Total Drama , disventure camp , vocaloid , bad parenting , pokemon , dandy’s world , sprunki , Happy tree friends , chikn nuggit , Reality Resort andddd exotic escapade + more , i also love object shows I barely watch em by now
based on my current interests , l’ll write some of my favs ONLY from my special interests , keep in mind i have ALOT
TOTAL DRAMA FAVS
chris mclean , don , Josh and chef [ALL SPECIAL INTERESTS!!!!] , I can’t even pick a fav contestant first all r my fave from all of the seasons man 😭
DISVENTURE CAMP FAVS
kristal mclean [SPECIAL INTEREST!!] , Emily campbell , Derek Johnson and Trevor mcgregor , fiore [SPECIAL INTEREST!!!!!] , lake , Jake , alec and Tess , Grett annndddddd aniika and molly , for carnival chaos , my favs r Isabel , jade , Diego , Spencer , Tristan , Natalia , Marissa and ted
CHIKN NUGGIT FAVS
I CAMT EVEN CHOOSE ONE All r my faves sighhh I love them all 😭, but my special favs r cofi , chee , fwench fwy and iscream , hawt Saus and bezel
SPRUNKI FAVS
wenda , gray , vineria , Pinki , brud , OWAKCX , clukr , funbot and mr fun computer
DANDY’S WORLD FAVS
shrimpo [#1 fav] , teagan , toodles , tisha , Shelly and vee , gigi , pebble and Rodger
I don’t have a Dni / dislikes list no more , if ur problematic in any way then I block freely
Ik i may sound sensitive but this is my only boundaries list sighhh , PLSSS REFRAIN FROM SAYING ANYTHING IN A DRY TONE ONLY AIMED AT ME ANYTIME I SAY SOMETHING !! , including the words that are used as dry tones the most “oh” “huh” “ok” “k” “i” “uhm” “um” “uh” “what” “wh” , and if it’s aimed only at me , please don’t do that…. I don’t liek it…. I get I’m sensitive and shit but seriouslu i don’t know why i react to them like this cause sometimes i always think if people r pissed off at me already when they say that but it also genuinely makes me uncomfortable and gave me a mood change , i get i said them too but like , i mean I don’t like when people say them to me unless it’s a mistake or wrong person , caps r okay!!! , jut pleasf don’t do them if it’s aimed only at me thanks !! , sorry yall this is my only boundaries list
MORE ABT ME!!!
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my strawpage [updatinf it soon]
my tiktok
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#intro post#pinned intro#introduction#chris mclean#don total drama#total drama#td#I loev these two gay fucks sm HELP
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faceoff episode one thoughts and opinions <3333
YESSSS right off the bat willy is walking around Toronto with his dogs, fuck YES!!
YES PUT THE TORONTO MEDIA CIRCUS ON BLAST!!!!!!
also fucking hell, when dear god WHEN will we as a society escape biz nasty. grow up!!!!!! YOUR NAME IS PAUL!!!!!
"This place is the only place that has been home for me. Like, ive never spent so much time in one place in my life"........... william........ i am holding you gently in my hands baby.
Willy absolutely stunting on those kids, also... It is almost pathetic just how romance-horny i get seeing people being nice to kids. like, i love kids, i hope to have a bunch one day, and it makes me so frustrated to see how angry so many young people get when children dare to exist in public (like, i get being annoyed at a crying baby on a plane, but when you are giving dirty looks at a parent and a kid who are just existing in public fuck off, fuck right off with that)
also i love the shot of the puppies looking at willy and the kids in the doorway onto the ice.
like once again, seeing pasta call his kid "boss" and taking her out to the aquarium... man i love that, like pasta if you want a second 'wife' lmk!!
augh!!!!! the shots of baby pasta and baby willy!!!! TINY BABIES!!!! widde iddy bitty boys!!!
oh fuck dead dad talk.... oh, i don't. i really hope this episode isnt sad for very long because uh.... i fucking buried my grandmother on Wednesday, i can't deal with sad shit rn.
oh okay, dead dad talk is over now, yippee. but also, yikes.
the dinner together is really sweet, it does you know... feel very performative since there are cameras, but its still nice.
okay the cut from willy being like all like 'i hate playing you because we loose' to boston winning 4-1, is MUAH chefs kiss
okay, time skip to the playoffs, i knew it had to happen, but wow. bit of a jolt to the system.
i am not a leafs FAN, i am a leafs appreciator, and so... i welcome any and all footage of them looking sad.
the montage of angry tweet and voice clips of people asking when willy was is very much giving the ready for it into from the reputation stadium tour.
i wouldn't wish a migraine on my worst enemy (my worst enemy being mycobacterium tuberculosis) and fuck i forgot how fucking idiotic people were yelling about how willy wasn't playing because of a 'headache' like, no. that IS NOT what a migraine is, fuck right off.
okay i get why they are showing the game highlights along with willy cheering them on, but it FEELS like im watching a fucking react video.
omg hiiiiii PK <3333333333 ive seen you before now, but you look so cute and you are so right they aren't playing hurt they are playing injured, and its fucked up.
<3 stop fucking crying bro <3
WAIT THE SHOT OF WILLY ON THE SUBWAY IN THE TRAILER WAS HIM ON HIS WAY TO GAME SIX????? fucking iconic, also FUCK THE TTC. i hate it more than OC Transpo, which is saying something because i live in Ottawa.
the shot of him walking up the steps in the station and smiling at the bruins fan in front of him... your honour i love him!!
okay i am ALL FOR the dramatic slow mo shots of them set to dramatic music, but have them be doing something cool, not just a lame celly.
...WHO'S CAR IS HE DRIVING HOME???? SIR YOU TOOK THE TRAIN!!!
the episode is called "the best of rivals" but it should be called the william nylander show, WHERE IS PASTA!!!
OMG HIIII PASTAAAAAAA <3333 also i fucking forgot that montgomery called pasta out, fucking hell. the shit you forget in a few months.
fucking hell, now dead son talk. i can't deal with this. i fucking can't. jesus christ. at least now im crying for a real reason, not liek when i watched the new sims trailer (its death themed) two days ago and had to pause it part way through and close the tab because i was crying looking at the sims coffin.
please can the leafs get eliminated now i need to cheer up.
wait omg i forgot it was pasta who got the ot win!!!! ough the nhl scriptwriter knocked that out of the park
its realllllly hard for me to be sad for willy wen he looks like THAT, like sir, if you want me to be sad for you you're gonna need to not be flushed and covered in sweat with your hairy tits out. like. you looks like sex on legs good sir.
awwwwww nice end.
i like seeing sad willy.
and happy pasta
this is FUN, i like this!!!! although, i am fond of a good docuseries, so... i was never NOT going to like this. its fun! its dramaaaaa, and they are swearing which i miss when i watch the other BTS series that teams put out.
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siiiighing anon~
HI SO
there’s really not much to say
I sent her a song I wrote that I was very very proud of
And I’ve been left on delivered all day
I’m assuming when she finally sees my texts (if she hasn’t already) she’ll just move on and ignore it completely
I guess we’ll see but I don’t have high hopes at all
sigh
Hiii i missed you. which is weird considering i should be glad that shit is going good💀
bro, love, pleas at this point start sending me stuff because id love to hear it and lyk how amazing and talented yiu are vecause you deserve to appreciated. your kindness deserves to be appreciated, the way you ove deserves to appreciated.
if not appreciated it needs to be seen. it need to be acknowledged. WHICH SHR SEEMS SO FINE NOT DOING BUT I WILL NOT STAND FOR HER VIOLATING YOUR FRIENDSHIP LIEK THAT
anyways, to reiterate what ive said before, i dont think shes a good friend at ALL. yiu deserve so my better, you deserve to be loved even an ounce of the way you do and pleas eplwase please realise that.
youre so amaizng and wonderful and adored and im so sorry that person you live and adore fails time and time again to not only realise that but to also even so much as see how lovely yiu are.
(i want to whack her upside her head)
please take care of yourself and find more better friends and remember to drink lots if water and EAT FOOD BECAUSE IV ESEEN PEOPLE MENTION THAT NO ONE ON THIS FOD FORSAKEN APP EATS. SO PLEASE EAT.
anyways. i hope you havea wonderful week in whicb she finally comes to terms with the fact that she also likes yiy (yes i believe that becaus nobody does the things she does platonically.)
take care
<333
#aiden tries advice.#sighing anon#how would you feel if she got hit my hammer on the head#or if a car randomly crashed into her#joking ifc (unless👀)#your sm stringer than me vecaus id have oulled both our hair out by this point#or stopped talking to ber#bravest soldier award.
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ahhh trying to analyse what i think about mo ran's little inner monologue about liking chu wanning and not shi mei and like
:readmore:
fundamentally i do thinks there is some truth to it, like putting someone on a pedestal as pure and good isnt really about being in love.. like its you not the state of u get to the nitty gritty, if u dont like their flaws specifically do you even like them or just the idea of this perfect kind eprson youve build in your mind that cannot be sullied
but also i feel like i disagree about the. sexual aspect of it? like just because youre not horny doesnt mean you dont have a crush? but also i tried to explain what it feels like to have a crush when not hornh and im having the issue of im demiromantic and ive had one crush in my whole ass life and it was in middle school, i simply do not know enough about romantic attraction to tell you. Like i can easily say that Mo Ran isnt experiencing just sexual attraction, even if he is ridiculously horny, but like
How to explain that while yes i dont 5hink you had a crush on shi mei that its not because you dont like shimei physically? you also dont seem to enjoy spending time with shimei that much and dont seem to have many meaningfull connections with him. also also you dont seem to want to be closer to shi mei you just want him to be safe and happy and stuff? It sounds a bit likea ! hes so nice to me, sort of squish. Like when someone does somethibg really nice for you and you decide that youve pack bonded and youre gonna be extra nice to them and youre gonna be the bestest of friends
but often they end up not even being your best friend. because your bestfriend is someone who you dont get tired if being around for days in end and who you can argue but then understand each other, not just someone whos nice to you. you know.
And like Mo Ran doesnt like Chu Wanning jsut because he does somethibg nice for him, he respects jim and has the eorlds most obvious crush BeforE that, thats just when he goes Shizun care for me too? owo and then Cherish the shizun protect the shizun, and i feel like the xie sini moment of Arent I human too? Dont I hurt too? Was more important? Like figuiring out hes been fundamentally misunderstanding Chu Wanning and then finding out for himself what the guy is really liek is what does it for him, because its the understanding, its about the knowing
You can like people without knowing them but you cant love them without knowing them and being willing to learn more
Anyway im going on a tangent and i still cant tell you what the difference in the whole lvoe thing eould be between learning to love chu wanning romantically and in general is outside of he thinks all of his sharpest edges are cute? they endear shizun to him, and thats all i have because i dont remember the like. questions of that What type of attraction are you feeling? quiz that helps me work it out.
yeah i have a bit more emotional intelligence then mo ran because i spend a looot of time thinking and self analysing but also its not by much. which is partly why i find his EM of -33 so relatable. mine is zero in this metaphor, which is better but still. like at least i can tell other peoples emotions apart with a suprsingly high degree of accuracy for someone who had managed to convince themselves they cant feel guilt and it was just anger obviously, not misplaced guilt nuh uh
ah i need to figuire out hoe to add a readmore in mobile for this rant
anyway mo ran yes correct conslusion that youre head over heels for chu wanning and not in love with shi mei, but no i dont think its just because you desire him carnally, you also desire him in every other way, ehich does not seem to apply to shi mei, but i dont think youre ready for that internal "im not even sure you consider shi mei as a human person with like agency and shit and nit a prop in your backstory" conversation. Which. I do see that shi mei isnt written that way which is just.. perfection, the complexity of secondary characters in danmei is unparalleled, love it when people that arent the main couple have personalities
#a shitpost can be blue#2ha#me#i read 2ha#mo ran#long post#i hope the read more works but i have my doubts#you just gonna have to scroll down#erha
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9 YEAR OLD DREAMY WAS IN LOVE WITH GRAYSON??? i actually almost choked on air reading that because when i was 8-10 i had a phat crush on robin/dick from young justice season 1; this is so funny skdjfhj i think there's been a variety of fandoms i've been in but the dc + marvel ones were the longest. i also loved littlest petshop, gen rex, ben 10 etc. but my iron man craze was literally the worst. can you believe that i had all 44 iron mans (the designs) memorized by name when i was 12? it's absolutely mindblowing thinking of that for me, i can barely remember my friends' names now djdjfkfj also hiii hope you are having a lovely day today ❣️ the flamin' hot cheeto look was a really fun one, if i'm being honest and yes! changbin looks so nice with light hair... my favourite binnie remains go-saeng era bin though, the ash blue/grey hair and slight mullet suited him a lot! i personally love natural hair on everyone but my preferred hair colour has always been a deep purple, like the one minho had a while back! whenever any of my biases get the grape hair is when i think they look the prettiest⏤my favourite gem is amethyst and that shade reminds me of the geode a lot, especially once it starts fading towards the pastels, it's like it's fading from the crystals to the chalcedony :D others i love are silver/lychee hair, blueberry hair, peach hair etc. hehe oh you're so cute :c i am more of a person whose love language is acts of service + gift giving so i often end up remembering the most absolutely trivial things concerning my friends, which has extended to my biases jfkjkgjd a few things i associate with them is: the stars (cliche but i once heard someone say to another person that their freckles were like specks of stardust & constellations in the night sky somewhere and that stuck with me for felix once i saw him after that!), guitars, berries, bandaids, skateboards, cooking/baking, cats, trace chain necklaces, sweaters, garlic (LOL) and little envelopes! soem of these are things i've seen them with and the others are like. this will sounds so weird but what i smell/taste/feel/picture when i think of them? it only happens with a few people though and the funniest thing is my ult isn't one of them KLDJDSJ but yeah jeongin is the one with which it does happen! what's your favourite food? and what is some fun activity you'd like to try out with chan if you had the chance to? - 🌨
hi my love! sorry im always so swamped during the weekends im like brain dead lmao
omg young justice was SO good the fact that it got cancelled was such a crushing part of my childhood, it was so perfect but just cause girls liked it they trashed it :( i fully support u memorizing all of iron mans suits, i always go into fandoms like that lmao if i really like something i was to be an encyclopedia of knowledge on it. i used to be that way about lord of the rings but a lot of that info has absolutely leaked out of my brain since i was a kid so now it just pops up randomly and im like how do i know this still???
purple is ALWAYS such a good color, its so sad to me that chris had purple hair for liek a week because its always SUCH a pretty color and i agree it was ESPECIALLY amazing on minho for maniac era, it really suited him! i do wish minho got to have more hairstyles, i feel like he either gets a coconut or coconut but you can see his forehead lol and i think he could pull off anything so i always wonder why they dont really do anything else most of the time.
omg i love remembering little insignificant facts about ppl, i always find that those are the things that make people feel so loved. the amount of times ive gotten something or mentioned something to my best friend that i know she likes it always surprises her cause she doesnt even remember telling me the fact, but im like its about you so it was important to me to remember. I also love gift giving for that reason, cause im not someone to do something super big or elaborate, but i'll get a couple tiny things that i know mean something to someone or that really remind me of them and it always feels nice, like im sharing a piece of how i see them with them.
my favorite food is easily tacos lol i love tacos so much that my best friend has a taco tattoo for me! and i like all kinds of tacos from the garbage taco bell ones to really good authentic street tacos, just something about them i find really comforting I don't know lol but yeah theyre definitely my favorite.
oh god this is massively cheesy but if i could literally do anything with chris it would to be to drive to the middle of nowhere and go stargazing. like just forget everything else and just tell each other stories about the constellations with nothing else around to bother us. i think that would be the most ideal thing to me.
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yes vro u get it ...... i hate it when people just say that megumis whole thing is just being the "potential man" cus thats his whole character arc ..... vro ...
why were u thinking while driving ummm officer write her a ticket ... no but ur rigjht except for the fact that naoya was not an ignorant teenager but an ignorant 27 year old LOLL but i get what u mean. all of the toji parallels with maki are effing sick like ugh as the number one toji glazer for life i loved it so bad
cursed naoya was literally so ugly like i lost all my feelings for naoya when i saw cursed naoya LMFAOOOOO but i lowkey like predicted that he would somehow come back ... cus i was like no way they'll show this character that wanted to kill off all the mcs and who was such a big antag just for him to die so easily .. and then boom he came back
vro yusukugojo would be actually insane and lowkey too goated ..
dude i remember watching the scene where toji shoots riko with my brother and i like had to pause and take a walk because wtf .... why did i actually believe theyd get a happy ending like girl there r still so many episodes left ur in for it ...
i disliked toji at first but after realizing that his character was so much more than a broke ahh assassin i learned to love him so bad .. i like to say that i appreciate his writing and his sexiness a healthy (unhealthy) amount ...
GROWLSLLSSSSS TOJI GIRL DAD OMG ..... ive been wanting to talk about toji and write for him SO FUCKING BADDDDDD but flore hates him so ... ill just go die now i guess ...... but TOJI GIRL DAD IM GOPING VERALLLLLL ..... he would totally let his daughter put makeup on him and he would totally wear the smallest princess costumes that dont fit his huge ahh ... and growllslss he would totally take that shit so seriously . "he" as in the man i made up in my head in place of toji fushiguro whos the love of my life and father of my kids ,,,
something abouit toji has been making me go crazy lately like .... i might cheat on gojo for him LOLLLL joke lang joke lang
everytuime i think of toji i go fucking feral like its not even a joke anymore ... if i had the will to wriute i woild write and write and write until i turned into the apple logo like him
higuruma ... hehe ... the man U are higuruma ..... goodness the bathtub scene made me go in sane in the mem brane liek ..,.. hooweee .... what doja cat said
naoya is 27 and still acting like this bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 grow up bro you are NOT sat or u gojo 😭 i wish he died the first time but noooo come back and then noooo come back ahain as a cursed spirit just LET IT BE no one likes you (except for people in japan i guess. number 5 is too high)
i swear if jjk shippuden doesnt happen where they are all happy and fun i will cry and yknow what else id kinda like to see is what sukuna said in yujis head… i think thatd be funny
OR special afterlife episode
toji is such a tragic character tbh… at least he found enlightenment hope hes with mamaguro he loved her so much id die
I LOVE TOJI GIRL DAD i love toji in general. hed be such a good father (lie) and care about his kids (lie) hed buy her everything she wants because she made a pouty face and he cant resist it and would carry her on his shoulders bc she wanted uppies and go shopping at the mall and ride the carousel with her on the unicorns even though he barely fits… hed pretend to be hurt if his daughter hit him playfully in a “fight” and say “wow ur rlly strong” and shed giggle and laugh and itd be one of his favorite sounds and shed hold his finger with her whole hand and laugh and he’d realize “ill never get to experience this again”
if one time shed ever ask what hes going out to do and what his job is and he’d just say “im out to fight bad guys” and shed think hes a superhero and tell all her friends at school that and hed be a superhero in her mind forever
sorry … id talk about toji anyday everyday hes sassy
OH MY GOD THE BATHTUB SCENE it is all over the SCREEEN
i tihink jjk has fan service for the male characters not the female characters like i see gege is trying a bit with that killer body mei mei has but gege just draws buff men too good
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bro 😻
its actually so insane how i used to be so obsessed w the shining. like looking back on all that i was litereally going crazy--and like my interests/phases only last like a week or so but damn that one alsted like 2 months or smth, i thought it would never end so i was kinda surprise when i watched it for like the 5th time or something and i went 'damn...this is getting kinda old'
i genuinely felt sad tho. it always feels kinda sad falling out of a phase/interest kinda thing, especially one youve liked for a while. like with the shining its fine bc i know i still like it but it was just a crazy 2 month-phase, now i still like it but like, in a normal, non-crazed kinda way lmao, like im not silently talking to myself in my head abt the shining and begging for someone, anyone to talk to me abt the shining, i was legit on the brink of madness, i couldt contain myself thats how much i loved it lmao
anyway. for now its not compeltley lost, i still do like it, but idk, the last time i watched it i could jsut tell i wasnt as interested as the previous times, and thats when i was like 'damn it, this is it ig' and it was super sad. it felt like a big loss, but then again im happy i got out of it, like i said. maybe it was for the better! now i gotta find smth else to occupy me and my attention for the next couple of weeks or ill go insane!!!
this whole the shining phase ended like 2 or 3 months ago or smth. now im jsut mucking around. ive been watching th eoffice over and over again bc yeah i do love it but liek theres literally nothing else to occupy my attention with. and i feel kinda bad saying that, like i feel stupid saying i need smth to constantly be keeping my attention or like keeping me entertained, but like otherwise i just feel like i have no meaning or purpose or anything to keep me going, and i need smth! im not depressed or anything tho i swear 🙏
anyway I LOVE THE CATCHER IN THE RYE!!!! in history today my favourite book of all time was like very briefly mentioned and i wanted to explode when i saw it, i so badly wanted to mention it but there was no way id do it in front of anyone so yeah. holden caulfield is fr me, or he was most like year last year when i was like so alone at school and hated everybody. i still dont like most people but its not as bad as it used to be
anyway i feel really stupid writing this whole thing, idkw, but yeah, for now idk what ill do. i am going in an out of different writing projects/little stories that ive made up but i can never commit to just one thing. i am going back to my main project tho, and im really happy for once because im just writing. im not worrying about what other people might think (even tho i literally dont show it to anyone i legit just write for myself i jsut get rlly stupid sometimes,) im honestly just having fun and writing what i like, and i think thats what writings all about. its not about proving yourself to anyone or trying to impress anyone, or trying to make yourself seem all big and idk intellectual and all smartsy fartsy and stuff. its litereally just to express yourself and have fun and put all your amazing ideas down onto paper, i love writing so much, especially when i dont convince myself that my writing is shit and tell myself that it's not good enough and if people were to see it they wouldnt be as impressed as i want them to be
but anyways, thats all! its been a while since ive been on here so yeah. i know no one relaly sees these but theyre still fun to write. i just like expressing myself, i feel like im honestly kind of better off if no one sees these. like it would be nice to have like a tiny little community or some friends on here or smth since tbh even tho ive been on here for like a year and a half i still dont rlly fully understand how this app works </3 im just here for fun! so anyway
thats all folks! ski you later everybody! 😼
(sidenote, yes ik i dont know how to spell 'literally' i keep messing it up😻)
#the shining#the office#RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#writing#I LOVE WRITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#who will gru be tonight? thats the question...#THIS IS EGREGIOUS!!! THIS IS EGREGIOUS.#holden caulfield is me#idk if thats a good thing or not
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Baldur's gate 3 things that annoy me.
Halflings and gnomes look pretty much the same.
Theres like 6 faces in the entire game
The mocap and over the top reactions to shit it makes the whole choice to make Tav voiceless pointless because theyre reacting in a way they would never to everything.
Astarians shitty evil behaviour getting excused because of his trauma whilst the others don't get the same treatment.
Some of the weird overly edgy shit
Astarions meeting, why am i forces to completely turn my back on him, Gabriel would never. That and if we have companions the game has them say 1 thing then nothing happens. They try to make it look all tense but it's possibly 3 people against a stuck up vampire
Again lae'zel and shadowheart have an actual excuse for thier views both were brainwashed from childhood Astarion wasn't he doesnt get an excuse for his racist shit.
Wyll getting the least amount of content and no say in his quest (what the actual fuck
Let my tav(Gabriel) be mean and laugh if they confess thier love"haha, ive not even know you a month, fuck off"
Lae'zel is a stick, she would not be a stick, wheres her muscles same with shadowheart.
Orin was just annoying also theres no way she could just take a oarty member whilst all those people were at camp.not enough effort was put in there.
Most of Halsin dialogue been kinda creepy if you arent into him(not sure if they fixed most of the dialogue choices been flagged as flirts)
Sex animations with karlach and harrlep with tav are very much made for only one type of genitalia. (unless new ones got made
Not enough faces for tav i didnt liek any of them at all for any of my tavs
Weird fans refusing to acknowledge ascended Astarion is the bad end despite the fact that even he acknowledged that it would of been bad
Weird astarion fans hating his siblings despite the fact that they were abused the same way he was.
I also refuse to believe his shitty lines got nearly a thousand people definitely some vampiric charm used because i cna see him laughing atvhow bad the lines are and cringing about it
The starting outfits, yes i know we are level 1 but the companions were all somebody else before why can't we be and not be shoved into that ugly ass started gear
Hell it can start at the same rating maybe add a selection for when we were caught , it can be funny with options for was in bed.
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Im realizing now likeee...basically after i gradfuated high scholl i became SO! much! more! aggressive. idk why. ok i tghink its a lot of things but idk if thats all of them. i think a big factor was isolation . like nothing felt like it mattered...& i only had a few people to talk with....so like i need them or else........aggression gets attention being quiet doesnt. but omg now that im on college campus its crazy i judst feel so weird & different. like the only time i was outwardly angry was at my friends friend & i was like WAit....im getting heated. im going to jiust sagely nod at this person & call it an agree to disagree. &...IT ENDED....!!! (shocked at myself...) & when ive been angry at people i just stay qwuiet. oh i also snapped at one point where i was talking & my friends have a bad habit of talking over me (i think its like. mutual adhd thing we just say things & forget to wait for the other person to talk ) & i was talking & they started talking like i was like CAN U PLEASE STOP TALKING OVER ME! all huffy. twas a long night & i apologized the following that at a later date like hey its ok. even though i was cranky from a long night of beng lost af & walking in cfonfusion it wasnt ok to snap at you!! hes like its ok neurodivergent moment when conversations. i stressedagain it wasnt right & im sorry cuz ya & he was ...cool with it...liek ...what... i just cant believe irt. omggg yes i have room to improve omggg. biut my environment was ass. its awesome im in a better place now. college is swag & liberal. im silly now x3 who wants 2 play toys with me. parallel play. with toys. pleeeeeea
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hey so i know this is very much a kind of weird and random thing to get and it isnt really even an 'ask" per say but like okay ive been in a sort of depressive slump the past few weeks (it waxes and wanes) but ur post abt liek finally having a productive day and how it made you feel good showed up on my dash a little while ago and it somehow liek possessed my soul and i finally cleaned up my own room and moved my bed and reorganized some things for the first time in almost two months and i kinda feel liek im shedding off some of that rust thats been building up for awhile, and i'm very much word vomiting now but basically I felt like telling u abt it and saying thank u bc i didnt think it was gonna happen today but it did and im kind of proud of that too now so ye thanks :)
I don't know how to describe how happy this makes me- I'm so happy that my post even slightly motivated you! I'm so proud you did that! I understand how hard that is- and honestly I've been feeling way better to come home to my clean room- I know it's only been a day but it has raised my mood and I've been telling all my friends about it. It's definitely an accomplishment to finally clean your space after months of feeling horrible and I'm glad I helped you feel like that :]]]
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awhwhjashwwh u calling me babes made me all like 😳👉🏼👈🏼 anyway ahh dont apologize 4 replying late !! my second day was good bc i had no classesskshjs,, actually celebrated my dads bday hehe w/ some of my family !! should explain that w/ my classes they're all online 😅 n with some,, i dont actually meet with my prof,, they just give me the work n i do it lol. sry for explaining all that.. probs rly boringsgjshs.. anyway !! i did indeed see ur ask abt joshy's top 5 qualities n they're so adorbs + endearing 🥺💔 i also adore his goofy unhinged sense of humor, his gummy eye smile, HIM BEING EMITIONALLY INTELLIGNEBT (MAKES ME CAZRY..), him being the ultimate (big breasted) malewife, and gosh.. his street smarts + being resourceful... damn u r crazy 4 him liek me.. we r crazy together... also im so glad u have so many wonderful things 2 say abt him bc he deserves it all wahhh.. BUT OMG.. thats so cool ur both from LA 😲
also it's all no problem !! no need 2 thank me,, im just speaking the truth abt ur schooling journey 🫶🏼 ik we dont even know e/o but im i rly mean every word ive said and say 🤗 but yes indeed,, even one class on one day still is a lot regardless 😭 but hm... i would say i like my classes !! changed my schedule several times lol but i would say im fine w/ the schedule i ended up with is good 4 meee.. the weather here is horrid as i live in redacted.. literal dessert so im suffering too.. just looking forward to winter atp..
tysm wahhhh.. i hope u have a good weekend too !! honestly.. nothing rly.. just focusing on school 😣 hope u have fun on friday w/ whatever movie u see.. u dont know this but im a visual media major who's rly into film so plz lmk what movie ur seeing + ur thoughts on it hehe 🤭
(@ what u wrote in the tags) also !! ill try 2 do smth 4 myself if i ever get a chance ahhshsjjsks.. omg tho so proud of u 4 that 90% !! i knew u could do it, my manifestation worked 😁 ok whew sry 4 talking 2 much here.. byebye 👋🏼 - 🐱
hi babes!!! sorry i've been mia... i have quizzes every friday and i was particularly behind this week 🧎i hope your dad's bday was fun!! what did you guys do? and nooo it's not boring to listen to talk about school! i sit in lecture all day so literally hearing about anything is more exciting <3 having online classes sounds so nice! when i had those in undergrad i would do class with all my friends in the same room & i rlly miss that :') i'm glad you like yours tho!!! makes life a little more fun!
and yesss i hope you have a good weekend too!! i'm 99% sure i'm seeing the a24 horror movie that came out a bit ago <3 and being a visual media major sounds sooo fun! i was almost a film minor! what are some of your fave movies?
and shh never apologize ! u talk the perfect amt and i love hearing from u <3
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